To my dear Dongho:
How can I start this? I’m still sad, but I have to be happy for you. Even if I’m older than you for 3 months, you are my baby and I feel like a mother who see that his son grew up so fast. I feel like if you are leaving the house, the nest, to start to fly by yourself. I will not cut those wings saying “please don’t go” even if are the words that I want to scream at you right now. Is your decision to leave, and I will support you, in whatever you want to do since today. Just promise to us, that you will be fine, and you will smile and do the things that you love everyday, and in this way my heart can feel better and in calm. I’m afraid that maybe I’ll never see you again, that’s the part that hurts me more, but just let you know that I’ll be here with my open arms in case that you want to comeback.
This words are not easy, but I’m containing my tears, because like I say, I have to be happy for you. And I need to be strong for your hyungs, they need us more than never and I’m sure that they feel so sad and will miss you as KISSMEs will. Oh, I want to hug you and kiss you a lot right now…I will miss that smile face, those beautiful eyes and your awesome way to be. You are awesome and you always be the most amazing maknae ever.
Thank you for this beautiful 5 years, for give me the change to know that someone like you exist, for teach me that you can be someone and do big things being so young. For your laugh, your hardwork, for everything. I hope you to meet you in person someday, to let you know all this things and say to you how grateful I’m to you.
Enjoy your new life as a normal guy, study a lot and be healthy. How other KISSMEs says, this is just a “see you later”. I love you forever.
Forever yours, Gabby.